9) The capacity for trust
The capacity for trust
is based on
the understanding that we live within a sacred reality and that God, by
whatever name God is called, is at the center. There is no aspect of
life that is not part of this sacred reality and so there is no part of
life that cannot be trusted. Without the fear of death operating in the
background, decisions can be made based on trust, and many possible
paths of exploration can be tried without fear being a necessary
component. The capacity for trust allows each one to develop the
quality of flexibility rather than rigidity, of creativity in relation
to the future rather than needing to repeat the past, and of a
willingness to try new solutions to problems that face the whole,
rather than needing to remain attached to any particular position or
outcome.
Trust can only occur where God's
presence is held to
be the center of one's inner reality and where that presence is
experienced as benevolent and loving in its many forms of creative
expression. There can be no trust where the self does not acknowledge a
fundamental order to the universe but rather holds to the view that
things occur randomly, and there can be no trust where the fabric of
life is not perceived to be fundamentally benevolent at its core. Trust
can only occur when the self comes to realize that life is held
together by an intentionality that
is
God and is
within
God, and that Divine perfection operates in ways that are invisible to
the physical eyes but that are visible to the heart and soul. The basic
premise that allows the full flowering of trust is the realization that
God is love, and that out of this love comes the desire and intention
to bring all of Creation forward into the full experience of sacred
reality and the consciousness of the Divine.
Emotional factors limiting the experience of trust:
- The unwillingness to surrender
control in life based on
fear of letting go
- The unwillingness to tolerate
uncertainty and to live in a
state of unknowing
- Difficulty allowing others to be as
real as oneself,
creating a narrowed vision of life in which trust cannot enter
- The desire to hold oneself at the
center of life rather
than holding God at the center
Resolution within the experience of beauty:
To see life through
the eyes of the soul is
to experience its beauty and wonder, and to appreciate the love and
holiness that created all that is. For some, this perception is
heightened in aspects of nature. For others, it is heightened in the
context of relationship where the soul of another can be perceived in
all its beauty, mystery, and wonder. The perception of beauty that
touches the soul creates an experience of gratitude and an opening of
the heart that lets the self know that something has been given that
could not have been attained by oneself. This something is perceived as
pure gift, and the blessing of being given to in whatever way the self
perceives this, causes an immediacy of perception of the goodness of
God. There may be areas within life in which the self does not
feel given to, but if the experience of beauty that is given is strong
enough and deep enough, it will gradually infuse every area of life and
the self will come to understand that God–as-Goodness and as
the
giver of that which is most valued and precious, is present within
every area of life, whether one feels it to be so or not.