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Principles of Sacred
Consciousness
Seventh Principle of
Personal Transformation
To allow the process of
purification to heal all wounds, to bind up what is broken, and to
penetrate all limitation.
Energies of light and dark
As purification
progresses, the energies of light and darkness within our bodies and
unconscious minds become more active and more visible to the self. This
is in keeping with the fundamental principle of purification - that the
infusion of God's light amplifies the light within us and activates the
darkness in order to release it. Such action often leads to an ongoing
experience of both light and darkness within the self, varying in
intensity and duration as purification progresses.
The strengthening of
light energy and the activation of dark energy8
in the process of
purification are core to the healing process. Much of this process is
spent observing the interaction of these energies, and especially
managing the dark energies that arise. Often this emergence
takes place as a function of light that is expanding.
As we purify, many of
us undergo a major shift in perspective as we develop an understanding
of energy as the fundamental basis for our
emotional experience. Of greater familiarity is our tendency to view
external events as the reference point for emotional states.
For example, if
something happens to us that is difficult such as illness,
disappointment, or loss, we tend to expect that certain feelings will
emerge in response such as grief, anger, or sadness. Conversely, if
something happens to us that is expansive such as marriage, the birth
of a child, or a new job, we are more likely to experience positive
emotions such as happiness, hope, and love.
The challenge before
us is to open to a broader framework of viewing emotions as we
acknowledge our bodies, minds, and spirits as being comprised of energies.
These energies differ in content and intensity from one person to
another, depending on our past history and current state of
purification. As we become more conscious, our understanding
of them will be key in maintaining emotional balance throughout the
difficulties of purification.
For example, it is
important at all times to remember that the energies
of darkness must enter our conscious awareness prior to being released.
These energies represent unconscious aspects of ourselves that have
been kept hidden or suppressed, and the way to release them is to allow
them passage through our consciousness. As they move through us,
formerly suppressed energies can create the content of our thoughts and
feelings. Our minds can become preoccupied with negative thought
patterns such as self-hatred, doubt, or obsession. Our bodies may also
be affected by their passage in such a way that we experience pain,
illness, or disability. Finding a way to be present with the energies
of darkness without engaging in denial or avoidance is necessary in
order for us to become capable of being fully joined with the light.
Opening to the healing power
of light
An awareness of the
nature of spiritual light helps to maintain our balance during the
difficult passage through inner darkness. We remember that our core
essence is light, and that it is at all times protected from darkness.
In addition, we progressively strengthen and take in more light as we
purify and ask for help from God.
As a result of
continually asking and opening, the light of God's love is always
available to us to draw on for nourishment and sustenance during times
of difficulty. We also sustain ourselves through the knowing
that light dissolves darkness, regardless of its density or intensity,
and that there is nothing more powerful than the force of light.
Invoking the power of
light serves several purposes. On the one hand, we are inviting healing
for all that remains of our sense of separation from God. On the other,
we are taking in light as energy to sustain us in a more immediate
physical sense. In this way, we receive help with the present-day
challenges of enduring whatever our life presents us with, without
being overcome.
This practice is
referred to as 'aligning with the light' or 'alignment' (see Principle
Three), and is initiated by centering in the heart as the place of
contact between our physical bodies and our souls, and between our
souls and God's light and love.
'Aligning with the
light' offers us the opportunity to experience the emotions of hope,
love, and trust, regardless of what is happening in our life or in our
emotions. In the face of even the most painful circumstances, through
aligning, we can remember the truth of God's love as an everpresent
reality.
Feeling, containing, and
transmuting emotions
The implications
of accepting energy as the primary source of inner experience are
far-reaching, and need to be adapted to ways of living and interacting
with others with consciousness. As we learn about energies, we become
aware that events in outer reality are defined by our perception of
them - a perception influenced by the energies moving through us at any
moment in time. By perceiving all of life as God's reality,
with love and trust as the constant qualities for learning and healing,
we can move through life more gracefully and with greater
responsibility for our emotional reactions. As we do this, we develop
the ability to anchor in the truth of God's love when minor
disappointments or frustrations occur, as well as in the presence of
the most extreme forms of suffering. Spiritual empowerment emerges out
of this acceptance of life which strengthens us and makes ongoing
purification possible.
Gradually,
our awakened perception makes it possible to even endure the
unendurable. We find that whatever we have pushed down or repressed
because it was too painful to feel, finally becomes
accessible. What was too difficult to encounter before, can now be met
with the courage of full awareness. In this way, the darkness that was
built upon years and lifetimes of separation can finally be healed,
along with all limiting ideas of who we are.
Feeling
emotions without denial, avoidance, or distractions is a monumental
challenge that becomes easier with practice. We learn the dual
awareness that allows us to feel the difficult
emotion fully on the one hand, while maintaining spiritual perspective
and the consciousness of light on the other. We learn to honor the
fullness of the emotion, but not to identify with it as
being all of who we are. In this sense we carry it and
perceive it to be in us, but not us.
Through
alignment with light, it becomes possible to dis-identify with painful
emotions and to maintain an enlightened perspective toward the
difficult lessons of life, a perspective which allows a sense of
oneness and an awareness of grace.
Once
we feel our emotions, containing them is our next task. 'Containment'
does not imply the decrease of feeling. When tears come we feel the
tears, we cry, we are sad. When anger or resentment comes, we feel the
anger, it bristles within us. Containment requires that we feel
emotions fully without projecting them onto others or acting them out.
Examples
of projection occur when we blame others for causing
our feelings. When we project in this way, we assume that we know what
others are feeling toward us when they behave in a way we don't like or
in a way that feels like rejection. Since all experience is ultimately
based on our inner perception, the pattern of projecting feelings or
acting them out results in a shift in perspective that takes us away
from the context of responsibility for the energies within
us. Instead, we move toward an attribution of responsibility
to others.
Containing
emotions and aligning with light have healing potential of immense
value. Emotions that are particularly charged with negativity, when not
acted out, can become positive in their content and direction,
sometimes becoming the polar opposite of the negative emotion. We speak
of this as 'transmutation,'9
a process of
emotional transformation that
takes place in the presence of light. Rage, for example, which is often
a result of feeling powerless, can be transmuted through containment
into acceptance of helplessness and trust in God. Extreme loneliness,
which is an expression of the desire for connection, can be transmuted
into compassion and participation with others.
When
emotions arise in our consciousness and are held without being acted
out, God's light can move within us in an optimal way, continuing to
remove all remaining blocks to the expansion of its radiance.
Humility in relation to the
Covenant
The
seventh
principle is a powerful reminder of the sacredness of the Covenant10
between God and humanity. Within this Covenant, God's part is to uphold
us always as we become willing and ready to become a holy people. The
healing power of God's light is given to us to bring us forward in ways
that we could not achieve through our own effort alone. It will be
found that healing of the darkest and densest residues of our
individual and collective pasts can take place miraculously through the
infusion of this light.
To
become humble in relation to God and to bear witness to the miraculous
in life, we must go to the place within our being that holds our
innocence and remembers the truth of the Covenant - our part, and God's
part. It is the heart that remembers this truth – the heart
that becomes willing to serve God with love and humility.
Releasing and clearing
As light
dissolves darkness, unwanted energies are released from body, mind, and
spirit. This release is spontaneous and may take a variety of forms -
physical, mental, emotional, or energetic. Experientially, the release
may range from a barely perceptible feeling, to something quite
dramatic. Within this range, there are many variations and intensities
of feeling, and it is important not to have specific expectations about
how releasing will take place. Rather, we can hold a vision of healing
each time we align with light, and use this vision to support us at all
times. Regardless of how we feel and regardless of the specific content
of our lives at any point in time, trust in the healing process is
always possible.
As
light progressively dissolves the darkness within us, clearing occurs,
until eventually we become totally transparent to light. This clearing
takes place in stages and over a period of time, its pace and quality
varying from person to person.
As we
clear, the human need states described in Principle Six begin to
weaken, and are replaced by the fullness of the experience of God's
love and the experience of our own wholeness. We may not be aware of
the absence of these need states until we begin noticing unconscious
behaviors losing their power. The shift toward wholeness will often
surprise us in its simplicity as we recognize ourselves becoming more
peaceful, joyful, and more loving.
Always,
there needs to be an emphasis on allowing purification to happen rather
than trying to make it happen. Purification involves a partnership of
effort with God and is based on the Covenant. We surrender to the
process with which God works in our lives and consciousness, and at the
same time we do our part. As we witness the power of the light working
in our lives, we maintain faith that we can move through all difficulty
into ever-greater degrees of purity, and that while doing this we will
be carried and sustained through God's grace.
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"For all losses are challenges
that have concealed gifts within them - gifts of awareness and
awakening."
Teaching the Heart to Sing
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